So... in my last post I mentioned job applications. That was what, 2 months ago? haha Yep! I'm still filling them out, I guess Binghamton is a little harder to find a job than I had assumed. I've had interviews but this economy really sucks and is getting frustrating. I'm just hoping I can get a job while I'm in college or it's going to be a rough first semester.

Besides job apps I've just been sitting around playing guitar, reading, and attempting to keep in touch with friends. Not so easy when everyone is already moving on with their lives :-P 

In the next couple of weeks I will be moving to Johnson City to live with my sister and brother in-law. They just bought a little dachshund puppy! He's so cute, and although they won't call him by this name, I shall call him Frank =) 

In about two weeks I'm visiting the place where my heart belongs, Long island. I'm so excited =) The first day we will have beach day, which is sort of like a family get-together and we all go to the beach. I have such an enormous family! And the second day is mine and my cousin's graduation party =) I'm so excited to see my family again. It has been almost a year since I've been to Long Island!

Anywayssss, I'll have to write more, if anything exciting happens soon. I can only hope at this point.

Current Mood: sad

I don't even remember what my last post was about. Maybe I should re-read it at some point tonight.


So for starters, we can say that I've been extremely busy lately. My life currently consists of scholarship applications, job applications, work, senior events, and attempting to maintain what is left of my social life.

I have graduation next month, and although I am NOT excited to walk at graduation (Because I just do not care anymore about the actual ceremony and what not), I am ready to move on with my life. I have gone through a ton of life-shaping events this year. I am figuring out my first semester in college, as well as getting ready to move to Binghamton and begin the rest of my life. I've been through so many ups and downs between friends and guys this past year, that I feel has made me grow up and learn from all of my mistakes.

Currently I am not in a relationship, and I am loving it. I do not want to be in one, because I feel I have not found a "mature" guy that is not about to "fuck" me over. Excuse the language. Haha. I'm saving my entire summer for work and play. I am ready to have fun and live a great single life. I don't need the drama that many relationships contain.

As for friends, I have learned exactly what a friend is this year. I am learning what trust means, as well as respect.

Also, work will now play a higher role in my life than play will. I want to succeed, which means I must put more energy into work than into having too much fun. Needless to say, I will definitely have fun when I have time :-D

So the next month will most likely be one of the busiest months of my life. Graduation, end of the school year, a new job, and moving into the new house in Binghamton. Wow! So much to do. It feels like I have so little time. Maybe I'll check back in soon, maybe not. Who knows?

<3 Sarah

Current Mood: amused

Wow... So i haven't posted in a while. So much has happened lately, I've been extremely busy. Alot of exciting things this month.

Kim got married on October 13th in Ithaca. It took place at the Taughannock waterfalls. It was absolutely beautiful. I had soo much fun and it was nice to see a bunch of my family together again. Everytime we get together it's one huge party. Of course there's always drama though, I guess it happens. 

The week before the wedding was so hectic though. Dress fittings, last minute shopping, packing, missing school. It really did throw off my schoolwork. But family is way more important than school anyways. I mean school is important too, but family is my first priority in those situations.

I'm really glad that Katie came to the wedding. I would have been really really lost without my best friend at my sister's wedding. We had so much fun that night. It's sad that she can't remember much though, heh. And, Kim looked so beautiful. During the ceremony, people we didn't even know just stopped to watch the wedding. It was freezing cold, and we were wearing sleeveless dresses haha. Everyone thought we were insane, I assume. But it was fine. It turned out great, and the reception was beautiful. Autumn was the perfect time for this wedding. All of the colorful leaves and everything.

Lately I've been meeting some pretty interesting and amazing people! I'm so thankful for the friends I have. They have given me great happiness, and have expanded the number of friends I have. Let's just say some great things are happening for me lately :]

On another note, Bowling season starts soon! I'm so excited but I'm feeling some nostalgia from last year's season. It's going to be sooo different without Alex and Luiz. I miss them both tremendously. It won't be the same, but I assume this year will be pretty amazing anyways. I'm on varsity! Yayyy. I'm so excited :]

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Mika - My interpretation

I did not expect to spend this weekend laying in bed watching the same show play for 6 hours straight (which I just so happened to do yesterday)

I think saturday consumed my life with watching the tv show MADE for four hours. Yesterday I watched beauty and the geek for 6 hours. I had a great dislike for Cecille. Ahahaha omg I need to get out of my house before I go crazy and become brainwashed by the boob-tube.

I got to miss school today though :] Yayyy. How exciting. Even though I missed Orchestra, for the second time so far this year. And I also missed my first day of lessons. Gaahh.

There's too many birthdays this year. It makes it even harder with the fact that my mother's and my sister's birthday falls on the same day. And my mom is also a twin. So September 19th is my aunt's, sister's, and mother's birthday.

Kim is coming home tonight! I am really happy. I miss her and because she lives in Syracuse I barely even see her once every two weeks. She will be here for like 2 hours before she goes to sleep and then I won't even see her tomorrow. arghhh. Shitty.

Anyways I'm done. I have to send people silly photos now. And I should probably go to bed soon even though all I've done the past three days was sleep.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Suck My Kiss - Red Hot Chilli Peppers

 This is my first entry basically. Ahaha I'm pretty much freaking out right now. I just wrote this WHOLE thing and it got deleted. erghhhh computers frustrate me. Anyways, aghh I've been busy lately. School is crazy and boring. I have three back-to-back study halls with nothing to do which suckssss. My music theory class is pretty sweet. We have this crazy-awesome assignment where we get to make instruments out of just random everyday objects. Then, we create 16 measures of percussion on our own that we can play on the instruments we made. I was planning on making a rubberband guitar because I've done it before but it wouldn't work as well as I thought. It would be too boring playing it really slow like whole notes and half notes. I'm not speaking english right now ahaha. But basically we'll just say that I'm crazy fingers. Slow me down and it gets too hard and complicated. So I'm just going to stick with a drum that i'll have to find something to bang on ahaha. Shelby is using pots and pans. I love this class haha.

Hmm. So life pretty much gets REALLY lonely here in Bainbridge now that my parents both work constantly and my sisters are pretty far away. I'm not used to this. It can be nice but sometimes I'd just like to see someone. I finally saw Marjie this weekend. It had been over a month since I saw her. I was pretty happy and we actually (surprisingly) did not fight at all. It was nice to just see her. I think the distance helps us though in some way or another. 

One thing that has me doing a lot for once is Kim's wedding. I'm so happy for her that she found someone she wants to spend the rest of her life with. She's so happy and because of that I'm really happy. Basically if Kim is miserable, I'm miserable. She's almost like my twin. We think pretty much the same, and we look A LOT like twins. Even if she's almost 25 and I'm like 9 years younger. We get asked if we're twins all the time. 

I really hope my bass lessons start up soon. They are a lot of fun. I'm kind of starting a band right now but we're really just on the rocks still. We have major writer's block and stuff haha. But when we do cover songs we have amazing chemistry. I love it. I've figured out that this is EXACTLY what I want to do for the rest of my life. Traveling all over creation living in a van and scrounging around for money to be able to eat and drink. Playing music for people who share the same passion for it as I do. It's just an amazing connection. 

I think I'm done. I guess I might actually just go play bass now haha. Or see what my mom's up to, since I'm not alone anymore tonight :] she finally got home. yayy.

Current Location: My room.
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: The Strokes - Juicebox